This morning I've been to park. Yes, again :)
I touched the trees and I let my hands to feel them and to tell them that I love and thank them. For they teach me to accept, to feel my roots and crown, to listen to the silence in my soul and to whisper it to other people too, travelers in my life, if they have time and willingness to stay for a while and to listen in the silence of their own soul...
I caressed with my eyes the birds on the lake and I told them too that I love and thank them. As they quietly float their way living life on the lake, teaching me every time to Be, to breathe, to smile within my heart :)
I breathed with the lake, letting myself dive into the depths of my heart, embraced by the love found here with the same velvety sensation with which water also is embracing me each time we dance together. And I thanked them, the lake, the heart and the love too, as I'm learning from them to flow and to embrace with my whole being, not only with my arms...
I rested my body on the grass, still green and soft, and I told her too that I love and thank her. I thank her that she receives me, she supports me, she teaches me to be humble and to pay attention, the same attention that made possible to notice that each blade of grass has a different shade of green...
I melted in the morning sun and I let his rays to touch my skin and to awake my each cell, then I opened my heart to breath him in there, so that I can give light and warmth around me as he also gives. And rays from my heart went towards the sun to let him know that I love and thank him, as he's teaching me to be present, to give and to love with no other purpose than living my nature, to let my inner light to shine, not because someone is seeing it, but because this is the only meaning of light...
And I closed my eyes and thanked that I am living all these even here, in a middle of a city...
Cause after all, where does heaven come from, if not from the openness to seek and find the beauty in every single thing that exists right here, right now, and to simply enjoy it?
Love,
Ram
Cand viata se intampla aici si acum
Am fost dimineata in parc. Da, iar :)
Am atins copacii si mi-am lasat palmele sa-i simta si sa le spuna ca ii iubesc si ca le multumesc. Le multumesc ca ma invata sa accept, sa imi simt radacinile si coroana, sa-mi ascult linistea din suflet si sa o soptesc si altora, trecatori in viata mea, de au timp si bunavointa sa se opreasca pentru o vreme si sa asculte, in linistea din sufletul lor.
Am mangaiat cu privirea ratele si le-am spus si lor ca le iubesc si le multumesc. Le multumesc ca-si vad linistite de plutirea lor, de viata pe lac, ca ma invata de fiecare data sa Fiu, sa respir si sa zambesc asa, din inima :)
Am respirat cu lacul, lasandu-ma scufundata in adancimile inimii mele, imbratisata de iubirea gasita aici cu aceeasi senzatie de catifea cu care si apa ma imbratiseaza atunci cand dansam impreuna. Si le-am multumit, si lacului si inimii si iubirii, ca ma invata sa curg, sa plutesc, sa imbratisez cu toata fiinta mea, nu doar cu bratele...
Mi-am odihnit trupul pe iarba inca verde, inca moale, inca fina si i-am spus si ei ca o iubesc si-i multumesc. Ii multumesc ca ma primeste, ma sustine, ma invata smerenia si atentia fara de care n-as fi observat ca fiecare fir de iarba are alta nuanta de verde...
M-am topit in soarele de dimineata si i-am lasat razele sa-mi atinga pielea si sa-mi trezeasca fiecare celula, si mi-am deschis inima sa-l inspir acolo, sa pot darui in jur si eu, ca si el, lumina si caldura. Si raze din inima mea au pornit catre soare ca sa-i spuna ca-l iubesc si-i multumesc ca ma invata sa fiu prezenta, sa daruiesc si sa iubesc fara un scop anume, ci pentru ca asta mi-e menirea, sa-mi las lumina sa straluceasca nu pentru ca cineva o vede, ci pentru ca asta-i rostul luminii...
Si am inchis ochii si am multumit ca pot sa traiesc toate astea chiar si aici, intr-un mijloc de oras...
Pentru ca, pana la urma, de unde se naste paradisul daca nu din deschiderea de a gasi frumusetea in tot ce este chiar aici, chiar acum, si pur si simplu de a te bucura?
Din inima,
Ram
